The last night things felt “normal”. These photos were taken in mid-March. Although Covid was a topic of conversation- it was still a news story that just made you nervous. I took the negatives to be developed right away, but forgot one roll in my camera. These shots are from that roll, developed months later via no contact drop off. Taken Sunday, March 22, less than two weeks after the banana shoot with Jenna at 538. All non-essential businesses were mandated to close at 8PM that evening. I purchased myself some plants, hoping they would make my anticipated two weeks at home a little more cheerful. The exterior of the warehouse where we shot the banana pics. One of the first houses I photographed for my social distance portrait project.
I began a project doing social distance portraits. I would walk to my friends houses, and snap a portrait of them in or in front of their house from a safe distance. I worked on the project obsessively, and now how hundreds of photos of the New York City underground on lockdown.
This series is currently being compiled for a forthcoming zine. I estimate that there are at least one hundred different homes documented. I shot the series at every chance that I had. In the end, I think the project may have saved my life.
I stopped doing my social distance portrait series after I began protesting. The beach was summers’ saving grace.My Father on Father’s Day. Upright bass on the boardwalk.I often felt like a teenager again. Hanging out on sidewalks, train tracks.Block party. Bushwick, Brooklyn. There was live music until the cops shut it down the moment the sunset.
Posterboy 2000
Inspired by Theo Ehret’s “Exquisite Mayhem”.
I used some Soft Skin Latex pieces that were on loan as an excuse to take photos. I needed the excuse.Devil’s Dildo commissioned me to shoot their album art and some promotional photos. Instead of turning a profit, we spent the whole budget on taking a trip to a love motel in New Jersey. Devil’s Dildo in Soft Skin Latex. We were also able to shoot some photos at TV Eye after hours.
HÜSTLER commissioned some work soon thereafter. We rented an Air B n’ B upstate, close to an abandoned psych ward. I was so pleased to making music-related work again.
Children With Dog Feet
An ode to end of Summer tanlines.“Strippers worst nightmare” , the dreaded string.
Gavilán Rayna Russom. Promotional shots supporting “Trans Verberation”. We were inspired by Catholic guilt and 80s Madonna.
On set for Twisted Thing video, directed by Ali Logout.
Day one of road trip. LA to Las Vegas. Ed outside the first prison that he went to, now abandoned.
For Safe Word artworkI wanted to phone to appear melted and warped. The track is about working customer service over the phone.
Restroom at the Hoover Dam
I feel obligated to mention that I did not shoot any photographs indoors/ the models without masks unless the models and myself had quarantined and gotten tested. I followed CDC guidelines to the best of my ability, shooting or not.
I am immunocompromised, and do my best to protect myself and others.
I felt that I needed to practice photography as a form of harm reduction. Like most artists, the pandemic presented limitations to my work that I thought would be impossible to navigate at first. This is a celebration of the photos I was able to take in spite of this years’ circumstances.
More on my experience will be published alongside the Social Distance portrait series.
Witchcraft removing their corpse paint.Jacob Winans at Miguel’s Room.Float in New Orleans carival parade.Nancy and Mandog TonyMore Nancy and Mandog Pinocchio at Union PoolHannah DunneQ at Bohemian Grove. Alexander Paul Gonzalez (Low and Slow) , after our show with Acyrlics got shut down by a bunch of cops pointing guns at us and moved two more times. He is the champ. For Soft Skin LatexFor Zoe BurkeBloodyminded at 202Probably the best set of 2019.Blue Hummingbird On The Left PissgraveSadist at Saint Vitus (Halloween). Straight up actually scariest show of 2019. Party at Mile’s (expired film)BeforeAfterConcave chestPedestrian Deposit at Knockdown Center.Glue at Bohemian Grove. Decisions at Bohemian Grove. Nail tech’s puppy. Jamal ❤ in LA’s Chinatown, THE pho spot. Yohimbe at Hart bar.obsessed with Flipper belly button.and da bootyApologist at Hrt bar.❤Larry warthog (w Mose and Pancho)Warthog at last Brooklyn Bazaar show.Hankwood and the Hammerheads. RIP BK Bazaar. Special Interest at CAC (NOLA)Leaper Jenny at The Clam.The Rita at 202.Vomir at 202. Days before Covid-19 got real. Which made the audience with a large population wearing a bag over their head sort of funny in retrospect. Sort of. Nancy’s nasty stache. Rot in hell!Twisted Thing at Union Pool.Pee party.Penis Boys at The Chicken Hut.Din at Saint Vitus. Belle made Nancy vats of slime w pee instead of water for her bday! Yay!Interesting trash combo.Salvia & Parma Ham at Hal0Kyle Flannigan at 202Sit on Brian Blomerth. Yellow Tears at Redlight District.Shoot with Anatomy, March 11, 2020. The last day of any semblance of normalcy. Dropped off this film the last day I could do so safely. Forgot a roll and kicking myself now. All “non-essential” businesses are closed, and I am not sure when I will have the luxury to shoot more 35 mm photos or develop more… So I wanted to update the blog before these good memories become too hard to look at, should social distancing last several months… I am worried for the world, life as we know it and the future of live music. But maybe if all of this inspires some long needed change to the structure of our country, it will all be worth it. Stay safe, stay healthy and stay connected. XO Jane Pain
Forced Into FemininitySHVTantrumPharmakon promo photo, triple exposureJuJu PieHugsSevenHaramCubeJane Pain x Soft Skin LatexHousefire HannahSapphogeistAllison . from the Emmy Award Winning Television Series InterventionYohimbe Less Than Ideal Practice Space for NYDNFickenBen ❤ JessMy Birthday 🙂 BelleBumblefuck, PAXeno & OaklanderOkay here are some more pics of Jacob, JR & SevenSiblingHow about some more photos of Pharmakon?ConduitDollhouse. Another Margaret. So how about a couple more of Micheal?MurdererCrackers Karaoke at Planet RoseNancy + Belle doing karaoke. My 2019 New Year’s resolution was to not do karaoke and I blew it ; )Secretors Blu AnxxietyAfter Ghüla Pinocchio