PHOTOS FROM WINTER

 

I'll give you a winter prediction: It's gonna be cold, it's gonna be grey, and it's gonna last you for the rest of your life.
I’ll give you a winter prediction: It’s gonna be cold, it’s gonna be grey, and it’s gonna last you for the rest of your life.
Snake Charmer
Snake Charmer
Teeny Bopper at Redlight District.
Teeny Bopper at Redlight District.
Mia after tattooing her own stomach.
Mia after tattooing her own stomach.
Nina Hartmann, my funny valentine.
Nina Hartmann, my funny valentine.
Spicoli, New York.
Spicoli, New York.
Newstand closing party. camera got a light leak, this was the last shot it took. Lost 2 rolls of film.
Newstand closing party. camera got a light leak, this was the last shot it took. Lost 2 rolls of film.
Damien Dubrovnik at Babys Alright.
Damien Dubrovnik at Babys Alright.

Van Dave takes a dive at the Dawn Of Humans show at Ps1.
Van Dave takes a dive at the Dawn Of Humans show at Ps1.
Flared Nostril at Silent Barn.
Flared Nostril at Silent Barn.
Redlight District.
Redlight District.
Pruient at Saint Vitus.
Pruient at Saint Vitus.
Me right now.
Me right now.
My two fave jerk offs.
My two fave jerk offs.
Noah playing dice while also playing a set with Form A Log.
Noah playing dice while also playing a set with Form A Log.
Kylie hears a secret.
Kylie hears a secret.
Born to Lose, Born too Loose.
Born to Lose, Born too Loose.

Croaw <3 Outmode
Croaw ❤ Outmode
Vinny Smith, New Years Day.
Vinny Smith, New Years Day.
Emma Kolhmann as the devil.
Korey.
Korey.

INTERVIEW WITH FAREWELL MY CONCUBINE

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Mark Iosifescu is admittedly restless. Since he began recording Insaniac in a Living Hell, his first full-length record as Farewell My Concubine, he has moved three times, applied to graduate school, studied Chinese, studied German, and fled whenever possible while writing songs about cars and movement. This spring, he’ll be on the move once again as he tours with Father Finger.

That feeling of intransigence makes sense when considering his compelling synth music. It’s mesmerizing and delicately layered, varying from haunted pop songs, strictly choral tracks and aching ballads that could have worked on the Twin Peaks soundtrack. We met up at a bar after a snowstorm left him stranded in New York when he should’ve been in Los Angeles. We settled into a few beers before being interrupted persistently by an announcer inviting us to play bar trivia. We almost left, but fuck it, we stayed, joining the game and spending the rest of the evening trapped in a trivia K-hole.

NOISEY: So this is the first full length that you have released since your band Angels in America?
Mark Iosifescu: Yeah, the only [Farewell My Concubine] release before this was a split with Horsebladder, which was a tour tape that we put out in October of 2012. Insaniac In a Living Hell is pretty much everything that I have been working on since.

I saw that you mention that the record was recorded in three separate locations in the liner notes. Where are these places?
Those are houses. One is in Western Massachusetts, where I lived when I started the project. The others are in LA and Providence.

So you lived in all three places while working on the project? Do you tend to be a little restless?
Yeah, and because the release comprises such a long period of time, each part of the release is very evocativeof a certain place and time for me. It helps me to think about it. In order for the release to be meaningful, I had to acknowledge where the release came from. Where and how it all happened is tied up inpersonal shit, for sure.

Is this your first time having a solo project?
I did one tape that was similarly almost a compilation of several years of work. It was under the name Laura Workaholic, which I worked on from 2009- 2011. It was just a little tape that was really different from the band I was doing [Angels In America] so it was important to differentiate it. I felt like the book closed on that project, and Farewell My Concubine was the next thing.

Has it been difficult to move away from Angels in America or has the movement towards working alone been pretty fluid? I feel like singing in your own voice and doing everything yourself is so incredibly revealing, especially if you are used to being able to “hide” behind collaboration. Esra Padgett’s voice and presence was such an integral part of Angels In America. How are you feeling about everything being you?
It’s insanely hard. I am not entirely sold on the benefits. Angels In America is completely organic in terms of its style and how it all works. Farewell My Concubine has come together in a really different way. I had to use different muscles. It felt unnatural. It was really hard and full of uncertainly.

It is nice to offset your own perspective with another person who you really trust. Without that, I felt a little bit lost, but I felt like I had to do it. It was an important exercise for me and the results are whatever they are and I am happy to have a document of it.

On the one hand this project is about expressing something that only pertains to me and only works in context if I am working on it alone, but putting that into practice is difficult. I really like playing in bands.

So Farewell My Concubine is the name of a popular Chinese film-—I assume there is a relationship between the project’s name and this film? 
I have actually never seen the movie.

That is so insane… I felt so bad like I was going to be a horrible interviewer because I tried to watch the movie before we met and did not have a chance.
I mean, I have watched part of it and it seemed really good but I have never seen the whole thing. The same thing actually happened with Angels in America, people always wanted to know what we thought about the play and the movie and everything.

I feel ambivalent about naming my stuff after something else, especially if I don’t have a relationship to it. But I also think that it has a built in evocative quality- even if it just makes you think of a movie that you think that you have heard of… For people that harbor significance to Farewell My Concubine, maybe they can draw from that. For me, it was just something that was in the air. More importantly to me, it was a Chinese Opera before it was a movie. I had and continue to have an interest and fascination with Chinese Opera and it’s tropes. I am fascinated by Chinese music. In my own ill educated way, I am trying to figure it out without drawing from that tradition in particular.

There was an Angels in America song called “A Dream in the Girl’s Room” which was a Chinese opera video that we used to watch together on YouTube. It is so personal that it’s laughable if you want to assign lofty significance to the title but to me, it is as real as anything else. I don’t want it to seem like I am making a huge statement about an acclaimed and probably beautiful movie. That is the shitty side of calling yourself after something you have never seen. But when I try to think of a band name I just gravitate towards things like that.

Almost seems like you are drawing on the idea of the collective unconscious. In any case, I think it is also natural for any artist to have a contentious relationship with whatever they have named a project no matter how they came to it’s final name. Taking something that sounds good to you could be better than trying really hard to name yourself something that you strongly identify with only to find that it loses it’s meaning or isn’t quite right.
I can’t think about in a year, still trying to figure out some name for something that fits its contents perfectly. But at the same time, I feel stupid when people want to talk about the film. But at this point, though, I think that watching the movie would fuck up my whole relationship that I have had with the name of my project.

I think there is an inherent value in a network of names and words that are floating in a cultural cloud that we have access to. I took Chinese for a while last year too. I don’t want to blindly draw from culture that I don’t understand, it’s important to have context. Well, this is complicated and contradictory. Could have talked myself out of naming my project Farewell My Concubine, but I didn’t.

You mentioned that you attended school in Massachusetts, earlier.
I went to Hampshire.

What did you study?
Creative Writing. I am applying to go back to school to get an MFA in creative writing. It is so twisted. I have no idea what is going to happen. I am waiting to hear back.

I understand that you help run a small run publishing company, Pleasure Editions. Tell me a little bit about the press.
It is me and two and sometimes three other people along with other friends as helpers and contributors trying to put out as much material that covers as many little bits of interest that we have. We have a journal that comes out every year but we are trying to put out every six months. It’s called ‘Pleasure’ and it contains articles, art and comics.

It’s a good opportunity to corral people who we know and are inspired by to contribute. I am working on the next journal right now. I also have a fiction thing that I write that is a long, serialized novel. That has a much more direct connection to the music that I make. I have drawn so many lyrics from that writing. I also like to use concepts that I have arrived at through music in my writing. They are both totally different and I need to switch off one creative zone to activate the other one but surprising connections always emerge and I think that my writing is better because of the music and my music is better because of the writing.

What is the serialized novel called?
Ill Tomb Era. It is an insanely lofty thing to attempt, but I have been writing it since high school in one way or another. I have put out four chapters as little pamphlets and I intend to keep going. It is a major part of my life creatively.

Is the album supposed to come off as a story in any way?
I want the album to come across as an experience. I want to approach this project in a long form way and so I think it naturally adopts the tendencies of other mediums, like writing. It is linear and relies on how it flows through time. So much of it was listening to the album on headphones walking around but the biggest thing was listening to the album in my car.

I guess this ties back to location. I love driving. I only learned how to drive like two years ago; I have only been doing it for a little while. Listening to music in the car is important. There is a song on Insaniac in a Living Hell called “Secretly Ride” and it is… about being in a car, for sure. And a lot of the music is tied to being in a car. I listened to everything in the car, countless times.

I miss driving so much if only for the feeling of driving alone at night on the highway listening to music. I still sort of feel like it is the best way to listen to music.
I always thought driving was really stupid, maybe because no one I knew drove when I was growing up in New York. Bit by bit, by being in peoples cars and listening to music… You realize that the best part of being in a car is listening to whatever you want in this private space that isn’t private.

It’s really private and serene but also inherently intense because there is also the sense of danger. Being in a car just feels bizarre and unnatural and whenever I used to drive I felt like it was something I had no business doing, even though I had a license. It’s really heavy to me. I am terrified of cars, probably because I grew up in New York also.
It’s so sick. My friend made fun of me once for saying that driving is the ultimate ride. Gliding across the surface of the earth. I was being sincere. It is the extreme of human experience, it is so dangerous…

Being at the mercy of other humans, as well. Not just yourself.
Of course. I barely trust myself. I crashed within a week of having my car. A good, big crash. I don’t think driving is practical if you want to live for a while. It is a rough concept and probably a bad idea but it is so vital. My car is under six feet of snow in Providence right now and it makes me sad. I wish I could drive around New York right now. Everyone is a monster, it is amazing. Any insane thing can happen, and you are so helpless. It is beautiful to let go of control.

It is nice that it has become such a banal experience. Going 80 miles an hour in a giant piece of metal. At this point though, I have written so many songs about car related shit.  Writing a chapter about cars right now for my fiction project. It just feels so right because it is such a mainstay in my day to day life and I think about it so often.

Tell me about your decision to cover “Jetzt Will Ich Ein Guter Junge Sein” by Hermann Kopp. I am a big fan of Galakthorro. Haus Arafna is one of my favorite band of all time. You seem really able to pull off the German, too.
Oh, no. I’m glad that it seems that way. There are a lot of fuck ups for sure. Someone along the line, someone gave me a comp of Hermann Kopp soundtracks mixed with some sort of best of, called Mondo Carnale…I had an idea for a while to try and cover all of Mondo Carnale. I recorded the cover and was exploring new gear bit by bit. Learning how to sequence and program. I know how to do it just enough…

It is a spot on cover, especially if you were just learning how to do that stuff!
That was the first time that everything worked and it felt right. I also studied German in school, I tried to learn it. I know what the song means, but I had to have my friend help me with the lyrics. Singing it was a nightmare because my accent sucks.

It does not come across that way, at least to someone who doesn’t know German. I was wondering if you lived in Germany as a kid or something.
I tried really hard. Once I heard that song, it was stuck in my head. It hit on something really fundamental. Musically it contains things that I wanted to explore stylistically. I wanted to play with genre, look at synth pop and synth music in a way that I was never able to before.

I thought that you may have been aligning yourself a little with the German noise scene, but it seems that you are attracted to Hermann Kopp sort of separately. What are some other bands and labels that you admire right now? The easiest hard question.
So easy and so impossible. I don’t feel particularly connected to that much, besides my friends.

Providence seems like a really good place to be making music right now… So many great experimental projects are based there and it seems like people are moving there all of the time.
That is just it. I feel so lucky to be surrounded by genius artists. I go to shows and look around the room and feel intoxicated. I don’t have a wide view of things. I go through long stretches where I don’t even listen to that much music and I feel kind of dumb about it. My friends are always showing me things that are perfect that I needed that I didn’t know that I needed. I guess I don’t have a good way to sniff it out.

I go to shows but as great as Providence is, it is also a little but insular and I see a lot of amazing artists but I see more or less the same group of people play over and over with a few exceptions, which is a little stultifying. Despite how much I love Providence, it can feel draining, so I just relay on happenstance when it comes to finding new music.

Mostly I just get into it through people showing me anything. I like pop music. I like VVAQRT. Ryan (Secret Boyfriend/ Hot Releases) gave me their first LP when we met and I was lazy about listening at first but then I saw them play at Savage Weekend and realized that I was a fool and that they are the best band on earth.

I feel the same way—love them and can’t wait to hear their new album when it is ready! One last question though, before we succumb to this trivia game: Now that you have finished your first record and are about to go on tour with Father Finger…. Are you excited and what are you working towards next?
I am insanely excited, and I heard her new record. It’s incredible; It’s crazy. It’s going to be good. I am also just excited to go on the road again, which I have not done in a year and a half.

Other than that, I am about to finish up recording this Angels in America radio play… It is a sequel to one that we already did. It is so stupid, but it is unbelievably sick. It’s called XILF: stikklemuzick. It is an extension of an accident that has become an alternate way of expression for us. Then we are going to do a music record. A normal music record, in the spring.

That is so awesome! I didn’t realize you guys were still active, I love you guys.
Yeah. We play shows insanely rarely because we live in such different zones. So I am not sure how it is going to work, but it will. I have another Farewell My Concubine tape that I am trying to finish before my tour with Father Finger in March, but it might be too soon.

“HIGH ON HUNGER” ZINE RELEASE PARTY IN BROOKLYN!

Jane Chardiet, Writer and Photographer.

MY NEW ZINE HIGH ON HUNGER WILL BE MADE AVAILABLE 2/7. THERE WILL BE A RELEASE PARTY AT MOLASSES BOOKS IN BROOKLYN. FREE AND OPEN TO THE PUBLIC. 9 PM.

“High On Hunger” is a new zine by Jane Chardiet featuring personal essay, photography and interviews with 12 artists about their artistic goals in the new year. By asking artists to reflect on their accomplishments of 2013 and declare set goals for themselves in 2014, High On Hunger hopes to manifest creative action by helping to provide the vision. Each artists was photographed licking flame as it served as both a ritual and a symbol of the creative process.

Come celebrate the release, enjoy a couple drinks and browse some books.

Featuring:

☯JS Aurelius, Artist and Musician (Ascetic House/ Destruction Unit/ Marshstepper)

✳ Heather Benjamin,  Illustrator (Exorcise Book/ Sad Sex)

ϟ Margaret Chardiet, Artist and Musician (Pharmakon/ Cheena)

☠ Christopher Hansell, Musician, Curator (Ascetic House East/Warthog/ Ligature)

✌ Jesse Harding, Sculptor

✍ Trisha Low, Writer (The Compleat Purge)

⚔  Scout Pare-Phillips Photographer, Musician (Scout/ Sterling Sisters)

♒ Miles Pflanx,  Filmmaker, Performance Artist

Ⓐ Jess Poplawski Artist, Musician (Anastzi/ Surviva)

▼ Jesse Riggins, Photographer

☮ Vinny Smith, Photographer

‡ Michael Thomas Vassallo, Filmmaker

\ (•◡•) / Copies of the zine can also be ordered here: http://janepain.bigcartel.com/product/high-on-hunger-zine

Jesse Harding, Sculptor
Jesse Harding, Sculptor.
Michael Thomas Vassallo, Filmmaker
Michael Thomas Vassallo, Filmmaker.
Vinny Smith, Photographer.
Vinny Smith, Photographer.

JANE PAIN PUBLISHED IN JAPAN!

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My photography will be displayed at Big Love records in Japan for the month of February. On Feb. 1 there will be a launch party in celebration of a new book, Violet Eyelash, published by I Hate Miss Crybaby that features five female photographers from around the world. There will be a full color book that has work from Jenna Thornhill Dewitt, Tara Dwelsdorf, Jesse Spears, Chiro and myself. A B+W zine of more of my work will also be available. I am so honored and excited. I wish I could attend! If you are a sugar daddy and wanna fly me to Japan HMU.

Violet Eyelash

‘ 写真 ‘ という一枚の紙でなく、彼女たちの目に移る音楽やアートに囲まれた日常 までも語りかけてくれるような、ロサンゼルス、ニューヨーク、バンクーバー、

東京の世界4都市5人のオンナノコによるグループ写真集『Violet Eyelash』。 その発売を記念した合同写真展を開催します。

JENNA THORNHILL DEWITT(ロサンゼルス/アメリカ)
元MIKA MIKO、現在はCRAZY BANDに在籍するLAのローカルミュージックシーンの中心的存在女子。音楽だけ でなく、アクセサリーなどクラフトアーティストとしても展示を開催。また夫CALI THORNHILL DEWITTとの写

真ブログ「Witch Hat」は国境を超えて人気である。 witchhat.biz

JESSE SPEARS(ロサンゼルス/アメリカ)
CRAZY BANDのボーカル、そしてLAでは欠かすことのできないアーティスト。CRAZY BANDの1st LP「Fuck

You」のジャケット、おなじみBURGER RECORDや昨年はサン・ローランのイラストなど、アンダーグラウンドか らハイファッションまで手掛けている。

cussingforkids.tumblr.com

JANE CHARDIET(ニューヨーク/アメリカ) ニューヨーク在住のフォトグラファー&ライター。彼女のブログ「JANE PAIN」は写真だけでなくインタヴューも

読め、今のニューヨークのディープな音楽シーンをオンタイムで伝えてくれる。また PHARMAKON のデヴュー LP 「Abandon」のジャケットも彼女の作品。
janepain.wordpress.com

TARA DWELSDORF(バンクーバー/カナダ)
THE COURTNEY’SのデビューLPやPEACE「The World Is Too Much With Us」のジャケットカバー、また

WHITE LUNGなどのアーティストやのTHE EDITORIALマガジンの表紙も手掛ける。バンクーバーのシーンを映し 出している数少ないフォトグラファーの

http://www.taradwelsdorf.com

CHIRO(東京 / 日本) 東京出身。世界を旅しローカルシーンを撮影、数々の写真展を東京にて開催。またインタヴュージン「WALLNUTS」 の編集長。LOWER「Someone’s Got It In For Me / But There Has To Be More」のポートレートを手掛 け、また現在はLA ARTBOOKフェアやマサチューセッツで行われるグループアートショーなどの出品を控えている。

http://tippcity-chiro.tumblr.com

PHOTOS FROM FALL

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Saran Man at Fitness Center for Arts and Tactics.

 

Profligate at 285 Kent.
Pop. 1280 at Vassar College.
Humanbeast at 285 Kent.
John Mannion at Silent Barn.
Laura Palmer, life sized barbie.
Zola Jesus.
I got Chris Hansell to take my photo next to this wonderful graffiti.
Ivy and Fitness Center for Arts and Tactics.
… More Ivy? Abandoned house in VA.
Wild Pony on the beaches of Assateague island.
Sewn Leather at Vassar College.
“Get in the Grid”
Plastic Flowers.
Humanbeast at 285 Kent.
Dromez at Cheap Fest, Richmond.
Death In June.
Dana from White Suns enjoys a little bit of the campus lifestyle at Vassar College.
Before there was Pretty Girl, some creepy lady painted this creepy picture of Dan as a baby… With eyeliner and a woman’s softball coach haircut?
Zack from Ukiah Drag is a fucking candy freak!
Philly babes Brian (Drums like Machine Guns) and Yureka (G.G. Lohan).
Breakdancing Ronald Ragan at Cheap Fest.
Pretty sand in Maryland.
More pretty sand in Maryland.
awwww
#Selfie with Cocteau Twins “Garlands” CD

 

Tinnitustiumulus stole Cheap Fest Saturday but this was the only picture that I took because I was too busy trying to prevent his table from being knocked over by everyone going ape shit.
Tinnitustiumulus stole Cheap Fest Saturday but this was the only picture that I took because I was too busy trying to prevent his table from being knocked over by everyone going ape shit.

 

 

 

 

INTERVIEW WITH SECRET BOYFRIEND

I had the pleasure of interviewing Secret Boyfriend for Noisey:

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On November 9, 2013 I met up with lo-fi experimental solo artist Secret Boyfriend to see My Bloody Valentine and they kind of sucked. Despite hearing that MBV retained their dizzying phenomenal live show, something was totally off that night. For a band whose reputation is hinged on being so loud and intense that they can allegedly make you throw up or shit yourself, MBV were underwhelming. That may have been the venue’s fault but they also trainwrecked several songs so badly that they would just stop playing them. Kevin Shields even apologized to the audience “for all the fuck ups” which validated my disappointment. People began to heckle the band, which came as quite a surprise and when the show was over there was no attempt from the audience to persuade MBV to play an encore. The set had its redeeming moments but the whole thing was a pretty big let down.

It was a strange experience to share with the Carrboro, NC-based Ryan Martin, who has been performing as Secret Boyfriend since 2005. Until now, Martin’s brutally tender back catalog has only been made available in very limited runs. Finally, Blackest Ever Black is pressing Secret Boyfriend’s first full-length LP This Is Always Where You’ve Lived on December 9. I had a chance to debrief our disappointments with MBV, talk a little about death dreams, and discuss the pleasure in drawing blood during a good live show.

Listen to “Beyond the Darkness,” a cut from This Is Always Where You’ve Lived below.

Noisey: You must be a pretty big My Bloody Valentine fan to drive to Philadelphia from North Carolina to see them.
Secret Boyfriend: 
I love their music. I just wanted a physical experience with them. I first heard them when I was seventeen and wasn’t quite into it but they kept sounding better to my ears as the years went on, which is strange, because usually the opposite happens. I really like the androgynous, sensualstyle that they have. Kind of like a too-lazy-to-get-out-of-bed erotic vibe.

I suppose you did not get the intense physical experience you expected.
Alene [Lambskin] made it sound like ‘it’s so loud that you will puke if you don’t have ear plugs’ and you just feel your whole body vibrate and it’s totally awesome. I didn’t even need earplugs. We were probably in what was the shittiest place to stand, which we didn’t realize but also I think it was just a bad show. I don’t think they were firing on all cylinders. It sounded like they couldn’t hear each other well a lot of the time.

There certainly were a lot of misfires…
Lots of misfires, puttering about, confusion. It was a lackluster experience, but you roll the dice at a live show. I don’t regret going.

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You have been playing as Secret Boyfriend for almost a decade now and have definitely gone through different incarnations with the project. Tell me a little bit about how you got started.
Secret Boyfriend started off as kind of a weird joke. I started booking shows at a venue, where you can’t just solely book shows you’re interested in.I had to book all kinds of shows. Every once in a while there would be a singer/songwriter night and no one would come. I thought that those shows would give me a really good opportunity to play solo. I created a persona, Secret Boyfriend.

At the first show I made a leather mask from a friend’s leather and fur vest.  The joke of the performance that was that it was built to fail.  I wanted to make this really awkward experience for people, playing bass and singinghaving a lot of space between notes and a lot of uncomfortable pauses. One thing that I didn’t count on was that while I was breathing and talking, I would breathe in the fur lining of the leather mask I had madeand start having coughing fits. The first set was really weird and sparse and then there would be longer periods of me just coughing.

Secret Boyfriend kept changing. I think around 2008 the project began to become what it is and means to me today.

What would you say that Secret Boyfriend means to you today? How did this tongue-in-cheek project become something more serious?
Well when I would play shows around 2006, the sets would just be harsh noise. It definitely was not all tongue in cheek. I think that since 2009 I started to approach the project in a more cohesive way, and that happened to coincide with starting to give my music to people I didn’t know very well, and actuallygetting positive feedback from them. I was mostly playing harsh noise shows and I thought that the songs might be too cheesy. I think getting feedback from people sort of encouraged me to make more and more things but I was initially shy about showing people my real songs.

It must be strange to have Blackest Ever Black releasing your album when you have been putting out all your music yourself for years and have your own record label, Hot Releases.

It’s exciting. I usually just dub my own tapes and very sheepishly give music to people. It has been easier for me to put out someone else’s stuff. It’s easy to put support behind someone that you believe in but it feels hard to put that sort of attention behind your own project. You don’t even know if you suck. It‘s hard to tell what is appealing to other people. It’s flattering that someone would take their time and money to listen to or release your music.

Blackest Ever Black is a really interesting label. I first heard Tropic Of Cancer and liked it but then dug in deeper. I really like Black Rain and the Flaming Tunes record that they reissued. I like Raspberry Bulbs.

In regards to your own label, do you have anything in the works?
There is a split between Horsebladder and Farewell My Concubine that is coming out along with a record that will be a retrospective of Brigid Ochshorn’s recordings.

Well, your new album is great. I found it really interesting that the titular song “This is Always Where You’ve Lived” sounds completely different than the rest of the record. Can you tell me what that song was about?
There is no real reason why it is different. The record was originally a tape that I put out for tour last summer. I almost don’t want to get into the meaning of the song because it is alreadyevocative. Have you read the Shirley Jackson book The Haunting of Hill House? It’s really scary; it just gives me the creeps. The film adaptation is more of an examination of the deteriorating psychological state of the main character. It was an inspiration. When I think of “This is Always Where you’ve Lived” I think of the heroine of The Haunting.The main characters’ mood fits my mood when I am recording.

I fall into a weird dream state when I record. It is apocalyptic and scary. It feels empty, the landscape lonely. It is like a dream where you go outside and it is 3 AM but it’s broad daylight and no one around. You know something is wrong. It’s a dream where, for example, your mouth is coming apart and you don’t know why, and eventually you join a horde ofdead souls on a march towards the woods.

That’s pretty specific.
That was a death dream that I had. It was one of the dreams that I have had that emotionally resonated with me and I have never forgotten about it. Anyway, when I record it is that sort of a vibe. To me, it feels very explicit but I’m not saying anything explicitly.

Every time that I have seen you play live you play an effected cymbal through a contact mic…
I like having a piece of metal near me. It’s comforting. I like to do vocals into a cymbal or a piece of metal or a bowl of water. I like that you are struggling with an object and sometimes it is hurting you. You can start choking or your face is getting cut and you are putting yourself through some sort of ordeal. I like the process of making things uncomfortable for myself. One of the things that I like most about playing the cymbal is that I can lay it across my face and punch myself in the face and get a nice dull thud.

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Do you normally like to put yourself though unnecessary torture?
In private I am probably more of an emotional masochist but publicly, for performance, I am willing to torture myself. I am almost proud if there is some sort of injury involved in performing because I feel like I have shed some blood and put some effort into it. I also like playing the acoustic songs because of their weird fragility. It feels uncomfortable. Ideally I just want to rip my guts out when I play and expose myself completely. I can’t really do a killer guitar solo or rock out alone so I might as well try to do something that is intimate.

It is cool because I have seen you play all these harsher noise fests and your sets always stick out. I think that Secret Boyfriend catches people’s attention because you are so intimate.
I like fucking up the vibe a little bit. I wonder if I would like my project if I was outside of myself. I kind of can’t tell. When you are by yourself you have no idea what to do. You can’t tell if something is even good or not. You can just do whatever you want. You can just decide that you are going to do a harsh noise set instead of whatever you had planned. It’s hard to have self-discipline. I could just play acoustic guitar for a whole set if I felt like it. But would that kind of suck? I don’t know. You have to find a way to keep yourself interested.

I know that recorded the new record some time ago and that you are looking forward to recording some new stuff. What sort of things are you working on for your next record?
I already have a ton of stuff recorded. In September and October I played about six shows and played different sets each time. I feel like I have so much material that it is overwhelming. I just work with whatever I am feeling on a particular day, but I really need to wrap some things up.

Chapel Hill’s noise scene has been thriving for a couple of years now artists like Profligate, Lambskin and Outmode have recently migrated there from bigger cities. What is the Chapel Hill scene like these days?
I think it changes up a lot. There are a lot of shows for a small scene of people. A lot of interesting music comes through and a lot of people are doing interesting stuff. In the past year there have been so many shows that it almost feels exhausting. People are active but not jaded. Friends leave though, and when someone leaves you feel their absence.

Generally, I would say it is good and I am happy that people come through and play as much as they do. I hope people feel welcomed that, even if there are only fifteen people there, they are being appreciated.

Well, we have established that My Bloody Valentine didn’t quite kill it last night. If you could say one thing to Kevin Shields right now, what would it be?
Thank you.

That is very classy.
Bad shows happen.

You can listen to more clips from This Is Always Where You’ve Lived below:

You can pre-order the record here: http://blackesteverblack.bigcartel.com/product/secret-boyfriend-i-this-is-always-where-you-ve-lived-i-blackest023

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LONG LOST INTERVIEW WITH CONTAINER

I interviewed Container [AKA Ren Schofield ] so long ago that before rereading it I only remembered three things:

1.) 285 Kent, where the show was originally supposed to take place had been temporarily shut down at the time, and the show was moved to a deli in Bushwick.  I interviewed Schofield outside of said deli.

2.) Before Container played, the show was exceedingly awkward. There was a whole youth group dance vibe to the show that I could not shake and the deli remained in operation. Bolder attendees could enjoy cold cuts and a show. I overheard a very young, excited patron exclaim that she was going to “throw a ham in the mosh pit”. Very rare.

3.) Somehow, Schofield persevered the strange setting and delivered such a pummeling performance that the whole place erupted into a frenzy and everyone seemed to transcend above it all. Lights and fog danced through the chip bags along with us. I almost forgot I had been really uncomfortable, but then while I was interviewing Schofield outside people literally groveled at his feet and a limo blasting porn pulled up. These events may have been distracting, but at least they were entertaining and played into the theme of the night (which I would argue what simply ‘what the fuck?’). Then I remembered I should listen to Frak.

Older photo of Ren playing at Redlight district.
Older photo of Ren playing at Redlight district. Redscale Film.

[Note: Lupus the Dog, his old tour mascot. Likely around 2011]

That being said, this interview was originally supposed to be my first piece for Impose magazine, but it never ran. The reasons may bring up something that is of interest to some of you, so I will share. I started this blog to share the photos, most of which I took at shows. I longed to share what I had been doing for myself for years. I had to swallow an ingrained inferiority complex because I was not trained and could not afford a nice camera and choose to stick with film when everyone had long since converted to slick digital photography.

After “managing” my blog for a little while  I decided that I wanted to start doing interviews. I did my first interview with Pharmakon, who happens to be my sister. [You can read that here] I have always been an avid writer, reader and appreciator and sometimes facilitator of music. I wanted to start interviewing bands, but working with Margaret really shaped how I choose to go about doing it. Margaret insisted that she could approve of my final edit before I posted anything representing her project. At first I was a little annoyed, because I thought the interview was wonderful as it was. I had to remember that she had granted me access to her pathos and blessed me with her first interview, ever. I thought long and hard about how I wanted to conduct interviews in the future and decided that I would always ask bands/artists if they wanted me to send them a final draft of my edited transcript before posting it anywhere and if they did, that I would not publish something until I had approval.

I don’t write about bands or artists to try and hop on the next big thing or anything like that. I take photos and write about things that I love because I love to do so.  I interview bands I love because I want to know more about them and try to get them to reveal something about themselves that allows other fans to gain a deeper understanding and appreciation for what they are doing. Because of that, I have always continued to pass along my edited interviews to artists so that they can review them, approve them and revise them. I never want to run something that makes an artist feel misrepresented or upset or embarassed.

Sorry if this seems like a tangent, but sometimes I get worried that I will get carried away with wanting to be published and betray the promise I made to myself and anyone who is kind enough to work with me.  Well, I guess this lost Container interview is a testament that I won’t. I won’t bore you with any more of the details. Let’s just say that I interviewed Schofield right before a European tour and the final editing fell by the wayside a couple times. But it’s okay for me to run this now, because I am told I have his blessing. And now, without further ado: I present the long lost Container interview. I am not even going to give you any background information besides: the dude who used to perform as God Willing  now performs as Container and it’s really fucking good.

Container by the meats and cheeses

Jane Pain: When did you initially become interested in techno and EDM? Was your attraction to the genre develop partially out of experimenting with electronic gear that you had already acquired through playing noise?

Ren: When I first became interesting in starting a project that was more techno based after I heard a song called “losing control” by Daniel Bell. It is a classic minimal techno track. It is a weird track.

I had this groove box thing that I bought when I was sixteen, and just had it around and would play with it occasionally. I got it in my head to do something like that [track] just to see how it would turn out. I had the elements of that song in mind. Really minimal, one beat. Vocals going. I knew I had this gear that could pull that off. And that is how I got into techno.

JP: Do you feel in any way that Container was the next step for you musically?

Ren: At first it was… not a joke, but not something that I was taking seriously. I became more interested in techno after I had been playing it for a while. There was about two years between when I started playing techno and it becoming my main focus.

JP: So there was a crossover between God Willing and Container?

Ren: Yeah. And I feel like they intersected at some point too. Towards the end of God Willing I was incorporating more beats and tape loops, I was getting more interested in rhythm. Eventually, it bled into one thing.

JP: Do you have any thoughts on why so many people who play and have played noise become attracted to playing techno and dance music?

Ren: Well, not really. It is hard to deny that there are a lot of people who were playing noise… Or were just not into techno… And now they are playing techno. I don’t really know why that is. I can sort of see from a lot of people that I knew who were more involved with the noise scene… Before the techno thing got big… Were playing synths.

A lot of the synth stuff got tighter. Used arpeggiated sounds… From there they start thinking about beats and… [Trails off because a girl grovels at his feet, bowing, and declares that he is “the best”]

Well obviously it is a trend right now. I feel like some people are into it because it is a trend but a lot of people just got into it naturally. Noise to synth to techno. I don’t think that is bad at all. Some of it is going to be good; some of it is going to be bad. But if people are genuine about it, it will yield some quality music that may not have existed otherwise.

JP: I feel like that may be why I like container and other techno projects from former noise artists, like profligate… Friends that used to play noise. I feel like there is more awareness of sound and experimentation with the power of sound.

How is living in Providence right now? What is the scene like? Do you align yourself socially with the techno scene?

Ren: Providence is really sick, especially compared to Nashville [where he lived for a few years with his girlfriend, Valerie Martino AKA Unicorn Hardon] where everything is very depressing.

JP: I can’t imagine.

Ren: I don’t have a problem with depression but I feel like living there was really dark. Some people may think it would be cool to live in a place that is totally isolated so you can work on stuff all the time and not have any distractions but in my life, but it is not like that. As soon as you are in a place where no one else is interested in the same thing as you…

JP: One needs inspiration, that can’t come from a vacuum!

Ren: Totally. Living in providence is awesome because there are ton of people involved around, tons of shows happening. It is super fun all of the time.

Well, in terms of being a part of the techno scene, I have been asked to play more techno shows recently so I am falling in line with it. Some of it is cool; some of it is totally shitty. I will listen to some techno groups online and it sounds really good and I am into it and then I will see them play and it is not powerful at all. That bums me out. Techno seems like it can be sort of weak in that way, a lot of people just don’t deliver live.

Live music for the techno scene seems like an after thought in a weird way. People just want to bring a party vibe. It isn’t even about playing a show; it is more about getting a party going, which I am not interested in at all.  That is where the line is drawn in my mind. I want to play a killer live set.

JP: That is really interesting because I would have assumed that techno artists and party scenes are really based in live performance and sound and the ability for a good sound system to literally make you feel something and react to it.  It seems like a missed opportunity that a lot of techno artists are not preoccupied with that at all. That Is sort of what has attracted me to techno even in the small capacity that I am attracted to it.

Deli dancers
Deli dancers

Ren: I don’t know if they are not concerned with it, but in my opinion they are just not pulling it off. Maybe they think they are. I have seen a lot of people play who I liked on record, and live, there is not so much going on. It is more of a DJ mentality. Playing tracks just to make people dance instead of performing.

JP: Part of my difficultly getting into techno is that is usually doesn’t strike me as an emotional genre. In the very least it doesn’t often move me or touch me in that way. Is techno an emotional genre to you? Is your connection to techno different than with other genres of music?

Ren: I guess that one track I was talking about earlier… I got into it kind of because it seemed alien. It wasn’t human in a way. I was kind of surprised when I learned that the guy who wrote it just went by his own name, Daniel Bell. I think it is weird than any person who plays any sort of machine driven techno music would go by their own name. Human names playing machine music is kind of funny to me.

JP: Do you have an emotional connection to the music when you are playing?

Ren: For sure. Again, with any song that I write, I don’t really care about recording it. For me it is more about killing it live.

[It should be noted at this moment, a limo blasting pornographic sex noises instead of music pulls up outside of the show, and a gaggle of drunken fans pile out, quite proud of themselves]

Ren: I don’t know if I would say it is emotional… But I get a strong feeling from playing music.

JP: Do you have any “gateway” artists that you would recommend to me?

Ren: Not necessarily the guys’ whole output, but that one track losing control by Daniel Bell… I think it is really killer. It totally inspired me to do what I am doing. In terms of when I am hanging out at home and I wanna listen to techno, my favorite thing is this band Frak. I am a huge Frak fan. That is my favorite band, basically. They are a Swedish band that has been together for twenty-five years but they are super underground. They have never played in the US. They are sick. They are techno outsiders, in a way. They have are kind of goofy sounding. It’s not dark, or straightforward techno. It is kind of funny, weird techno. It is really good.

The guy runs a label called Borft records, and all the stuff that he puts out it top notch, bizarre beat oriented electronic music. That is where is starts and ends with me: Frak. And I don’t think I sound anything like Frak but they are a huge inspiration to me. There is a lot of techno out there but the only stuff that I really, really like is Frak.

JP: Are there any other particular tracks that you would recommend to someone who dive into the genre?

Ren: No.

JP: Current labels to look into?

Ren: Nope.

JP: Just Frak?

Ren: Yup. Keep with Frak and you are good.

JP: My last question was going to be what you are listening to most right now; can I guess that it is Frak?

Ren: Yup.

New Track! Out on Liberation Technologies this month.

New Four Tet remix!

JANE PAIN AND INDUSTRY OF MACHINES PRESENT: PROFLIGATE AND HUMANBEAST

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NEW YORK CITY! Join Jane Pain and Industry of Machines for a night of unrelenting technoise. Dj sets by Half Life and Ciarra Black. $10. Image/ flyer by Scout Pare-Phillips.

I REVEALED THE IDENTITY OF THE DUDES BEHIND THE “HUMAN HAMSTER WHEEL” HOAX !

I was the first to dish the identities of the dudes behind the “human hamster hoax” that was ripping through the world wide web for Impose Magazine in “Human Hamster Hoax Tied to Rich Samis of The Men”

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You may have noticed that a Craigslist ad posing as a man trying to get rid of a human sized hamster wheel made its rounds on the Gothamist, The Huffington Post and Time today. Although it has been ousted as a hoax, very few know the whole story. The man who placed the genius ad was my friend Ryan Vazquez; pranking our other friend Rich Samis (The Men) by using his telephone number as the contact information. Neither of them could have anticipated the media circus that would surround the prank. Rich has been interviewed for numerous websites and even the New York 1010 Wins radio station. I had a chance to talk to the man behind the ad about the whole debacle.

I have been told that you have pulled a lot of stunts like this one before; they just never got national press. What do you consider your best prank of all time?

Ryan: The best pranks are always the simplest. Just weird enough to be funny and believable enough to be true. My favorite would probably be my first. I posted my friends number on an ad on Craigslist the day before Thanksgiving for 100 Santa Claus suits with various sports team logos embroidered on them being sold from a storage locker in Long Island City. He was getting phone calls all through dinner.

I can’t believe there is a market for that.

There is a market for anything if it’s free.

Do you cruise Craigslist often for laughs? What is the strangest thing you have encountered on there?

Not usually. I mainly stick to Craigslist pranks for special occasions or when I’m bored. The funniest stuff is usually in the free section where people are unloading total garbage that they expect other people to want. Like one post for single Ethernet cable and shit. While an Ethernet cable isn’t very funny, the time and effort it takes to post a CL ad and field emails for it is pretty hilarious to me.

After making its rounds with the Gothamist, The Huffington Post and Time. It seems that a tipster busted the ads authenticity by sharing a video of… A dude who actually had a human sized hamster wheel. So, while people do have human sized hamster wheels… Do you think that these media outlets sort of chose to suspend their disbelief for a sensational story?

Absolutely. This prank could have been easily debunked with about a five minute Google Image Search and or a reverse look up. These aren’t exactly obscure tools unknown to the journalism profession. A gag like these feeds into people’s negative perceptions of what Brooklyn is and the story of a guy with a giant hamster wheel is too good to let go. People love to hate read their way through an article like that. You can cover your ass running an unverified story like that as long as you tack on an update a few minutes later. Meanwhile you’ve already won because you’ve racked up those page views.

I heard that Rich just got done being broadcasted on 1010 wins about this whole ordeal; it has really spun out of control. Do you approve of the way that he has chosen to embrace the character “Sandra Z. Zzz”

It really has. This started off as a simple joke on a friend and clearly has escalated into something larger than itself. Half of the fun of doing these pranks are his responses. He’s got a great deadpan delivery and an ability to improvise on the fly. The fun mostly comes from just watching him riff off the top of his head.

Did he do anything to deserve all this, or did you just do it because you love him?

Ha, I guess just because we’re friends and he’s famous for his sense of humor. We’ve been best friends since high school so pranks have been a part of our friendship from the get go. As funny as this one was, he’s gotten me several times just as good. One morning I woke up to 30 missed calls and a voicemail box full of people inquiring about clown supplies. It’s always in good fun.

Have you ever considered getting into comedy?

I don’t know but I don’t think I’ll ever stop pranking him.

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