That was inspiring and vulnerable. And your work is always vibrant and full of life, not to mention Rad stuff. I’m a fan! You don’t know me but maybe this’ll help…I took a break for three years from drinking until few months ago after some heavy stuff. Hurt myself and people cared about and was dealing with death. But this isn’t about me…just that Then I toured a condemned Russian prison a few weeks ago , came out and sat by the water and said “I’m really not a bad person.” Had a beer. The energy in that place was so hostile and sad/dark. Pain trapped in walls. But that’s the key…it is hard to always see. I’m fine usually but if I drink during a time of great pain or masking …it is a siren song to binging. Taking that break really gave me some self esteem back. I didn’t even drink at dads funeral so that took willpower. I think we all have a little bullshit detector we usually turn down that goes off beforehand and says “this isn’t the safest time for you to be doing this.” So whatever your situation, thanks for bravely sharing and don’t be too hard on yourself either. The truth is usually in the middle somewhere but it’s important to feel like you are also caring for yourself. Good luck! – Morgan Ywain Evans (metal riot/walking Bombs)
aww you put my old boot face in there!!! and great rotted dead animal photo.. saw a blated dead reat and a dissemboweled decaptated pigeon in central park…supposed to be a posh part of town!
That was inspiring and vulnerable. And your work is always vibrant and full of life, not to mention Rad stuff. I’m a fan! You don’t know me but maybe this’ll help…I took a break for three years from drinking until few months ago after some heavy stuff. Hurt myself and people cared about and was dealing with death. But this isn’t about me…just that Then I toured a condemned Russian prison a few weeks ago , came out and sat by the water and said “I’m really not a bad person.” Had a beer. The energy in that place was so hostile and sad/dark. Pain trapped in walls. But that’s the key…it is hard to always see. I’m fine usually but if I drink during a time of great pain or masking …it is a siren song to binging. Taking that break really gave me some self esteem back. I didn’t even drink at dads funeral so that took willpower. I think we all have a little bullshit detector we usually turn down that goes off beforehand and says “this isn’t the safest time for you to be doing this.” So whatever your situation, thanks for bravely sharing and don’t be too hard on yourself either. The truth is usually in the middle somewhere but it’s important to feel like you are also caring for yourself. Good luck! – Morgan Ywain Evans (metal riot/walking Bombs)
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You are amazing, Janey.
aww you put my old boot face in there!!! and great rotted dead animal photo.. saw a blated dead reat and a dissemboweled decaptated pigeon in central park…supposed to be a posh part of town!
Hi. I like your photos and would like to hear what camera and flash you are using..
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